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It's pretty sad how infrequently I blog here. I'm sorry :(

I do post often here:

 
 
 
 
 
 
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I'm sorry it's been a while! 

Here, have a meme!

Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Sorry, y'all!

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
All of the above, preferably.

3. On which side of the bed do you sleep?
Near the wall.

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
None, thanks.

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No, but I've considered it.

7. Shower or bath?
Bath when I have time to luxuriate. Shower otherwise.

8. Do you pee in the shower?
Ick. No!

9. Mexican or Chinese?
Food? Both please!

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Very agressive, but affectionate,

13. Love or money?
Love!!

14. Credit cards or cash?
Both? :)

17. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
Hah! Of course.

Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
Can't I have both? :D

What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Nowhere weird... Yet!

Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
No.

Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yup :D

Ever been to a bar?
Yes.

Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
No.

Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
No.

Favorite drink?
Martini.

Had sex in a movie theater?
No. Let me see the damn movie! ;D

Had sex in a bathroom?
Unhygienic!

Have you ever had sex at work?
t.t

Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Of course.

Bought something from an adult store?
Yes.

Fave color?
Mauve
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Listening to Kate Nash and thinking about the fact that I haven't updated here in a couple months. I have here though! :)
 
 
 
 
 
 
I find myself thinking quite a lot about last October, lately. Perhaps it's a romanticized, oft-dreamed-about version, but nonetheless... Last October was magical.

 I spent time in one of my favourite cities (Montreal), experienced the most incredible show I have ever been to (Emilie Autumn!!) and was the mad girl I am today, albeit a slightly more emotionally healthy (I like to think so, anyway) and less huge (by that, I mean a size 14-ish rather than a size 18-ish, which feels like a big difference). I was also attending school and excelling there more frequently than I am now. Much more frequently.

Then again!!....

This month (February) has been pretty great too:

Last year I hated my body, and this year I'm learning to love it, even though it's bigger. My anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills are finally working. I'm poly, out-and-proud. I have an an incredible boyfriend. Even though my friends and I don't spend much time together, when we do, words can't describe how ecstatic I am. I have discovered the brilliance of red velvet cupcakes, champagne and listening to opera while enjoying a bubble bath.

If I keep this up (with some help of course <3)  and recreate last October, maybe things will be better than the present and even better than before....

Here's hoping.      xo
 
 
 
 
 
 
What's the last thing that made you laugh?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Sweet little words made for silence,
Not talk .
Young heart for love ...
Not heartache .
Dark hair for catching the wind ...
Not to veil the sight of a cold world .
Kiss while your lips are still red .
While he' s still silent .
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled .
Hold another hand while the hand' s still without a tool .
Drown into eyes while they' re still blind .
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn ...

First day of love never comes back .
A passionate hour's never a wasted one .
The violin, the poet' s hand,
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand' s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they' re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn ...


 
 
 
 
 
 
Borrowed from the wonderful lovelycudy 


1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee

6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott

12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez 
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy.
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth.
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt.
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

Ashamed to admit I've only read 28 of 100! But at just shy of 19, I hope I have lots of time left to finish the list!